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Fear

Thank you for being wonderful these past weeks . Sometimes I don’t respond because I’m scared still and this is still hard for me . But every day I feel like I’m starting to fall in love with you again 😍


My Love Everlasting, it would be a lie for me to say that I'm not scared also.  I think you can tell that I have never been this scared in my life.  And there are hard days, for me too.  I still feel like I'm on that boat, going from island to Island to find you-completely.  What I can tell you work certainty, is the promise of devotion I have made to you.  I love you, a thousand times over, for all the right reasons, and I am committed and devoted to making you and our family happy, each and every day.


You are the brightest star in my universe, you are my magic box that gives me the power to fly through the sky, you are my compass, that will guide me to that island, one out of thousands, where I will find you.




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