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Happy Anniversary

Hello Love, 

I have been planning on what to write to you all day.  As I write this you are actually almost back home in OC.  Or rather your temporary home.  

We fight, we argue, we get upset, we doubt, we cry, we regret, and there are possibly a few hundred other negative emotions that we make each other experience.  

But I think we you started something stupid today, and you got upset, and we kissed, everything else melted away.  Those moments remind the both of us how all these minor issues are just that, minor.  I am not able to even come close to describing how imprinted your vampire ass is on my werewolf heart.  And as you already know, everything is a balance, it wouldn't be me if I just told you everything sweet and nothin raw.  Just remember, please, that I love you with all my heart and soul, and although things are difficult, they will only get better.  Although things may seem difficult, everyday with you is worth it.  Everyday if we do have stress and concerns, there is always a hug, kiss, and caress to remind us that only you and I matter, and of course the pain in the butt kids that we love so much. 

Each time Eva smiles at you, I love you more. 

Each time you make Angelo laugh, I love you more. 

Every time I hear you fluff, and you want to hit me, my heart aches because I know soon it will be time for you to leave.  

And once again, our home will be incomplete, bigger, and very empty.  

I am not perfect, and all I can promise is that I love you, and that will be proven over and over again, with time and consistency.  Like these words I am writing to you.  As you can tell, I don't write to you everyday, not every week, and at times not even every month.  But I will consistently share my words, my thoughts, and my heart with you, now and always.

However, I will be taking this site down in 24 hours.  So read as much as you want, please don't copy it, and I hope you look forward to a collection of our new memories this day next year, and every year after that.  

Te Amo, my Starfish.

Signed, Pornstar Papi  

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